ATARAXIA

Not looking for Holy Ghost

2011-06-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

I don't need your tears
I don't want your love
I just gotta get home.

And I feel like I'm breaking up,
and I wanted to stay,
Headlights on the hillside,
don't take me this way,
I don't want you to hold me,
I don't want you to pray,
This is bigger than us..

Release my Soul

2011-06-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

All the colours of the rainbow fell in my eyes

2011-02-12T15:44:00.000-08:00

Thinking about thinking of you
Some of the time thinking it was due
Yeah thinking it was due.
Laying back, head on the grass
Children grown having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs.

Made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

For the Lovers

2011-02-08T12:26:00.001-08:00

I spend the night looking for my insides in a hotel room
Waiting for you

We´re gonna make it tonight
something in the air tells me the time is right
So we'd better get it on

And DJ, play a song for the Lovers, tonight
Please, play a song for the lovers, tonight

Don't wanna wait
Lord I've been waiting all my life but I'm too late again
I know but I was scared

Can't you see
I'm moving like a train into some foreign land
I ain't Got a Ticket for this ride, but I will

AN ANIMAL

2010-08-29T11:55:00.000-07:00

I change shapes just to hide in this place but i'm still, i'm still an animal.

There was a time when my world was filled with darkness, darkness darkness.
Then I stopped dreaming, now i'm supposed to fill it up with something, something, something.

In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody I knew before, long long, long ago.
But I'm still trying to make my mind up, am I free or am I tied up?

I change shapes just to hide in this place, but I'm still, I'm still an animal.
Nobody knows it but me when I slip, yeah I slip, I'm still an animal.

There is a hole and I tried to fill it up with money, money, money.
But it gets bigger to your hopes, it's always running, running, running.

In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody who could be so, tell me if i'm wrong.
Now i'm pulling your disguise up. Are you free or are you tied up?

I change shapes just to hide in this place, but I'm still, I'm still an animal.
Nobody knows it but me when I slip, yeah I slip, I'm still an animal.

Mis sueños son mentiras que un día dejarán de serlo

2010-08-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

Busco una calma inalcanzable
la atmósfera aquí no es fiable
Quiero estar sola si sola todo estará bien,
que nadie me hable,
que no rompan este silencio, es mío
Hoy quiero sentir el frío,
vértigo que el mundo pare y me separe del cansancio de vivir así
harta de fingir excusas musas
siento huir de mí, cosas que viví
Esta cicatriz de traumas
desangra versos, desalma el alma
Es mi verdad maldita,
Mitad genio, mitad flor marchita
Que se apaga porque haga lo que haga
el premio no cambiará mi estado de ánimo,
Y si la vida es un instante hoy quiero olvidar que existo
quiero escapar a mi desierto sin ser visto
Salir de este círculo,
volar a otro lugar quedarme quieto,
allí la soledad es mi amuleto

We have all, but do we have our selfs?

2010-08-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

There was a chill
There was a sound
There was a whisper
That I found
It went along
Searching
It will return while I stay
searching

I didn´t Want to know

2010-07-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

It's unfortunate that when we feel a storm
we can roll ourselves over 'cause we're uncomfortable
oh where the devil makes us sin
but we like it when we're spinning in his grip.

Love is like a sin my love
For the one that feels it the most
Look at her with a smile like a flame
She will love you like a fly, will never love you, again

GIVE ME A REASON TO BE A WOMAN

2010-06-10T14:31:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of playing,
Playing with this bow and arrow,
Gonna give my heart away,
Leave it to the other girls to play,
For I've been a temptress too long.

Hmm just,
Give me a reason to love you,
Give me a reason to be,
A woman,
I just wanna be a woman.

So don't you stop, being a man,
Just take a little look from our side when you can,
Show a little tenderness,
No matter if you cry.

Where is Home?

2010-05-21T13:25:00.000-07:00

My mind is in a state
'Cause all i seem to do is tempt my fate
Well i try every space
But all the while we're crushing at the gate
This time, this time
Reality struck me between the eyes
My mind is in a state
'Cause everything i miss it comes too late
So i try and disappear
But there is only one way out of here
This time, this time
Reality struck me between the eyes
My mind is in a state
But all i need to do is change my pace
And i know there's fear to face
But happiness is firm in its embrace

This time

Heavy Cross

2010-05-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

It's a cruel, cruel world, to face on your own,
A heavy cross, to carry along,
The lights are on, but everyone's gone,
And it's cruel

Frozen World

2010-02-06T09:16:00.000-08:00

Won't you open for me
The door to your ice world
To your white desert

I just want to stare
Out over these snowfields
Until we are one again

We belong to the frozen world

When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be

Everything is calm
At the end of the planet
In our white desert

The sun kissed the ice
It glistens for me
And we are one again
We belong to the frozen world

When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be

When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea

I am Still Alive

2009-12-31T04:41:00.000-08:00

I’ve lost the use of my heart
But I’m still alive
Still looking for the life
The endless pool on the other side
It’s a wild wild west
I’m doing my best

I’m at the borderline of my faith,
I’m at the hinterland of my devotion
In the frontline of this battle of mine
But I’m still alive

I’m a soldier of love.
Every day and night
I’m soldier of love
All the days of my life

I’ve been torn up inside
I’ve been left behind
So I ride
I have the will to survive

In the wild wild west,
Trying my hardest
Doing my best
To stay alive

I am love’s soldier!

I wait for the sound

KARMAKOMA

2009-11-15T13:21:00.001-08:00

I have burned my tomorrow
And I stand inside today
At the edge of the future
And my dreams all fade away

I have burned my tomorrow
And I stand inside today
At the edge of the future
And my dreams all fade away

And burn my shadow away
And burn my shadow away

Fate's my destroyer
I was ambushed by the light
And you judged me once for falling
This wounded heart arrives

And burn my shadow away

Maybe tomorrow

2009-07-29T15:13:00.000-07:00

And now I don't know why

She wouldn't say goodbye

Then it seems that I had seen it in her eyes.
Though it might not be wise

I still have to try for all the love I have inside I can't deny.....
I just can't let it die

Cause her heart is just like mine

She holds the pain inside....
So if you ask me why

she wouldn't say goodbye

I know somewhere inside.....

There is a special light still shining bright

and even on the darkest night she can't deny
So if she's somewhere near me

I hope to God she hears me

There's no else that could ever make me feel I'm so alive

I hoped she never leave me

Please God you must believe me

I'd search the universe and find myself within her eyes
no matter how I try to say it's all a lie

she what's the use of my confessions of a crime Of passion that won't die in my heart.......
So if she's somewhere near me I hope to God she hears me

There's no else that could ever make me feel I'm so alive

I hoped she never leave me Please God you must believe me

I'd search the universe and find myself within her eyes

So if she's somewhere near me I hope to God she hears me

There's no else that could ever make me feel I'm so alive

I hoped she never leave me

Please God you must believe me

I'd search the universe and find myself within her eyes
And now I don't know why

She wouldn't say goodbye

it just might be that I had seen it in her eyes

and now it seems that I gave up my sense of pride;

I'll never say goodbye...

Side

2009-07-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

Well I believe there's someone watching over you

They're watching every single thing you say

And when you die

They'll set you down and take you through

You'll realise one day

That the grass is always greener on the other side

The neighbour's got a new car that you wanna drive

And when time is running out you wanna stay alive

We all live under the same sky

We all will live, we all will die

There is no wrong, there is no right

The circle only has one side

We all try hard to live our lives in harmony

For fear of falling swiftly overboard

But life is both a major and minor key

Just open up the chord

But the grass is always greener on the other side

The neighbour's got a new car that you wanna drive

And when time is running out you wanna stay alive

We all live under the same sky

We all will live, we all will die

There is no wrong, there is no right

The circle only has one side

Dazed and Confused

2009-07-17T02:57:00.000-07:00

Doctor, no me catalogue como enferma, por ser una soñadora,
no me llame loca por abrir los ojos, no me recete pastillas que me duerman y me aletarguen.
La soledad fue mi enfermera, pero empieza a pincharme demasiado.
En este colosal psiquiatrico al que llamaron mundo, me cuelo en las habitaciones que más teme la gente, buscando la verdad en los rincones más oscuros para luego poder salir al jardin y apreciar la luz del sol,
porque si brilla, pienso bañarme en él para dejar de arder.
Doctor, ya vomité las entrañas en el papel, me conocí a mi misma, mis Prozaks son estas letras que vomito sobre un asfalto ,a veces, demasiado descifrado.
¿qué son mis venas sino cañerías de sentir donde anidan todo tipo de ratas devorándolas.
Mas aquí tienen veneno para que asuman de una puta vez que su mal aliento les impide catar su sabor, de la misma manera que cada canción me alejó de tus recetas.
Ahora dime que soy una prepotente y échame de tu consulta y grítame que no has podido cronometrar las horas que hablé contigo para luego cobrarme, pues así sois la inmensa mayoría. Bueno, sí, cuenta las horas con el minutero que marca el final de este proyecto.Óigame, iré saltando por los pasillos, sudando y entonando alguna de estas canciones. Aprendí del hundimiento que luego la subida es más poderosa y que, tras ahogarme, cogeré aliento como nunca lo hice.No fuiste mi salvavidas...

Kids with guns

2009-07-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Let me take you on a trip

Around the world and back

And you won't have to move

You just sit still

Now let your mind do walking

And let my body do the talking

Let me show you the world in my eyes

I'll take you to the highest mountain

To the depths of the deepest sea

We won't need a map, believe me

Now let my body do the moving

And let my hands do the soothing

Let me show you see world in my eyes

That's all there is

Nothing more than you can feel now

That's all there is

Love is Gone

2009-07-09T04:42:00.000-07:00

I feel your voice

I can´t hear no other noise

One way, no chance or choice

You are beating my heart

My mind can´t fly

I hear your breathe inside

no matter where you are

I´m taking your heart

Ready or Not

2009-06-05T11:34:00.000-07:00

Ready or not, Here I come,

You can't hide

Gonna find you, and take it slowly

Ready or not,

Here I come,

You can't hide

Gonna find you,

and make you want me

Who´s gonna save your soul?

2009-05-11T03:54:00.001-07:00

I wanna be trash

I wanna

I wanna be trash

I have become the trigger for your gun

I wanna

I have become the trigger for your gun

WELLCOME TO HEARTBREAK

2009-04-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

I think I'll drink myself into a coma

And I'll take every way out I can find

But morphine, codeine, whisky, they won't alter

The way I feel the way now death is not around

So death take your fiddle

And play a song for me

Play a song we used to sing

The one that brought you close to me

Play a song and I will sing along

My Own Prison

2008-12-22T11:50:00.000-08:00

Can you feel what is wrong

Can you do what you want

Can you feel what is wrong

Can you do what you want

I can feel what is wrong

Above all the clouds

I can’t cry anymore

Can you heal what went wrong

I can’t cry anymore

Can you heal what went wrong

I can’t cry anymore

Help me to feel my soul

Help me to end it all

LOVE IS NOISE

2008-11-26T09:03:00.000-08:00

The only thing that burns in hell,

Is the part of you that won't let go of your life.

Your memories, your attachments,

they burn them all away.

But they're not punishing you, it's that..

They're freeing your soul. Relax

Ama ávidamente extraños amores ,y, con fiera belleza, arranca extrañas flores

2008-11-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

There'll be days

When I'll stray

I may appear to be Constantly out of reach

I give in to sin

Because I like to practise what I preach

I'm not trying to say

I'll have it all my way

I'm always willing to learn

When you've got something to teach

And I'll make it all worthwhile

I'll make your heart smile

In Your Eyes

2008-11-12T13:36:00.000-08:00

Little children snuggle under soft black stars
And if you look into their eyes soft black stars
Deliver them from the book and the letter and the word
And let them read the silence bathed in soft black stars
Let them trace the raindrops under soft black stars
Let them follow whispers and scare away the night
Let them kiss the featherbreath of soft black stars
And let them ride their horses licked by the wind and the snow
And tip-toe into twilight where we all one day will go
Caressed with tenderness and with no fear at all
Their faces shining river gold brushed by soft black stars
And angels' wings shall soothe their cares
And all the birds shall sing at dawn
Blessed and wet with joy

You and i will meet one day
Under the night sky lit by soft black stars

REACH OUT AND TOUCH FAITH

2008-11-10T08:40:00.000-08:00

Your own personal Jesus

Someone to hear your prayers

Someone who cares

Your own personal Jesus

Someone to hear your prayers

Someone who's there
Take second best

Put me to the test

Things on your chest

You need to confess

I will deliver

You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith

Waiting

2008-11-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

I had my life, I know my place

I belong in your arms again

and I´ve been waiting for you

to belong to me

some might say

I´m a silly woman to wait

but I know you still hold my love

some people think

that I´m heading for a meltdown

that I´m sitting by the phone

that I´m worried but no

You wanna piece of Me

2008-11-07T09:38:00.000-08:00

It's a look

This game we play

We can't escape

We have to attend

It's life you see

When i have tried to amuse myself

To celebrate the fun fair

The pleasures i seek

Are far too discreet for me

And all the time

The world unwinds

I can't deny the way i feel

The truth is lost beyond this lonely carousel

And all these words

They mean nothing at all

Just a cruel remedy

A strange tragedy

Of what will be

After i tried

To discover the answers to why

To look for a meaning

Inside of this dreaming i had

And words that i've said

Are spinning 'round

Would sing alone inside my head

Nothing will change

It's always the same

Please make it stop

The Silence

2008-11-06T14:00:00.000-08:00

These silent words of conversation

Hold me now this adulation

See me now

Oh it's easy now

Falling like a silent paper

Holding on to what may be

And I only hear

Only hear the rain

And many rains turn to rivers

Winter's here

And there ain't nothing gonna change

The winds are blowing telling me all I hear

Oh it's a funny time of year

There'll be no blossom on the trees

Turning now I see no reason

The voice of love so out of season

I need you now

But you can't see me now

I'm travelling with no destination

Still hanging on to what may be

Poison

2008-11-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

There'll be times

When my crimes

Will seem almost unforgivable

I give in to sin

Because you have to make this life liveable

But when you think

I've had enough

From your sea of love

I'll take more than another riverfull

And I'll make it worthwhile

I'll make your heart smile

Lonely Soul

2008-10-27T10:17:00.001-07:00

God knows you're lonely souls.

I believe there's a time when the cord of lifeShould be cut, my friends

Cut the cord, my friend

I believe there's a time when the cord can be cut

And this vision ends

Let this vision end

But I'm gonna die in a place that don't know my name

And I'm gonna cry in a space that don't hold my fame

God knows you're lonely souls

2008-10-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

Look at the hate we're breeding

Look at the fear we're feeding

Look at the lives we're leading

The way we've always done before

2008-10-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

My hands are tied

The billions shift from side to side

And the wars go on with brainwashed pride

For the love of God and our human rights

And all these things are swept aside

By bloody hands time can't deny

And are washed away by your genocide

And history hides the lies of our civil wars

2008-10-27T09:29:00.000-07:00

D'you wear a black armband

When they shot the man

Who said "Peace could last forever"

And in my first memories

They shot Kennedy

I went numb when I learned to see

So I never fell for Vietnam

We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all

That you can't trust freedom

When it's not in your hands

When everybody's fightin'

For their promised land

2008-10-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

For all I've seen has changed my mind

But still the wars go on as the years go by

With no love of God or human rights '

Cause all these dreams are swept aside

By bloody hands of the hypnotized

Who carry the cross of homicide

And history bears the scars of our civil wars

Will God forgive what you have done?

2008-10-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

Podrás tú rectificar las líneas de mis manos?

2008-10-02T13:19:00.000-07:00

Encerrado en el tiempo

ha perdido el valor

para escapar de su celda

el héroe sin ilusión.

En sus ojos apagados

hay un eterno castigo,

el héroe de leyenda

pertenece al sueño de un destino.

War Stories

2008-09-21T12:19:00.000-07:00

I saw my tears in your eyes

You saw your fears in mine

We watched it burn together

Watched it burn together

Funny Time of the Year

2008-09-21T10:59:00.000-07:00

This is our decision
to live fast and die young.

We've got the vision,

now let's have some fun.

Yeah it's overwhelming,

but what else can we do?

Get jobs in offices

and wake up for the morning commute?

2008-09-21T07:53:00.000-07:00

Night turns to day,

And I still have these questions,

Please just refray,

Should I go forwards or backwards.

HURT

2008-09-21T06:54:00.001-07:00

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

Your personal Jesus

2008-09-17T13:55:00.002-07:00

Feeling unknown

And you're all alone

Flesh and bone

By the telephone

Lift up the receiver

I'll make you a believer

Under my Umbrella

2008-09-17T13:55:00.001-07:00

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we'll still have each other

You can stand under my umbrella

2008-09-17T13:55:00.000-07:00

A partir de ahora este blog va a tomar un nuevo rumbo. Una foto, un texto. Serán dos formas de expresarme conjuntas; aunque eso no signifique que las palabras sean mías, seguramente las tomaré prestadas. Eso sí, las fotos sí que serán hechas por mí. Espero que os guste.

Sundown

2007-11-17T10:36:00.000-08:00

Meeting Point

2007-11-17T10:27:00.000-08:00

Reflections

2007-11-17T10:21:00.000-08:00

All Saints

2007-11-17T10:17:00.000-08:00

Panoramic View of Prahe

2007-11-17T09:37:00.000-08:00

En el punto de mira

2007-11-17T09:34:00.000-08:00

Bridge nº1

2007-11-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

Por los suelos

2007-11-17T09:05:00.000-08:00

Station

2007-11-17T08:58:00.000-08:00

Mysterious Woman

2007-11-17T08:37:00.001-08:00

TV Tower

2007-11-17T08:24:00.000-08:00

Kafka Grave

2007-11-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

Going Down

2007-11-17T07:59:00.001-08:00

Night view of Prahe

2007-11-17T07:39:00.000-08:00

A time for rest

2007-11-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

Origin of Symmetry

2007-11-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

Reflejos

2007-11-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

YO marco el minuto

2007-11-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

deads

2007-11-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hierro

2007-11-13T03:58:00.001-08:00

Dias de verano y juventud

2007-11-13T03:32:00.000-08:00

samurai

2007-08-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

2007-08-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

love

2007-08-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Tormenta

2007-08-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Kendo

2007-08-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

Way to nowhere

2007-04-28T17:50:00.000-07:00

La Mancha

2007-04-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

Acceso al castillo

2007-04-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

2007-04-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

2007-04-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

luces y sombras

2007-04-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

Los molinos de La Mancha

2007-04-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

Donde Vamos?

2007-04-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

Centauro Surcador de los Cielos

2007-04-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

Three trees

2007-04-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

Elvis?

2007-04-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Mirror Effect

2007-04-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

2007-04-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

Aborigen

2007-04-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

Faro

2007-04-28T08:53:00.000-07:00

chup chup

2007-04-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

2007-04-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Primavera

2007-04-02T12:08:00.000-07:00

Bosque animado

2007-04-02T11:46:00.001-07:00