Where is Home?

My mind is in a state
'Cause all i seem to do is tempt my fate
Well i try every space
But all the while we're crushing at the gate
This time, this time
Reality struck me between the eyes
My mind is in a state
'Cause everything i miss it comes too late
So i try and disappear
But there is only one way out of here
This time, this time
Reality struck me between the eyes
My mind is in a state
But all i need to do is change my pace
And i know there's fear to face
But happiness is firm in its embrace

This time

Heavy Cross

It's a cruel, cruel world, to face on your own,
A heavy cross, to carry along,
The lights are on, but everyone's gone,
And it's cruel